I´m stuck....I'm divided between the will to fight, to do something different, something that makes me feel true to my nature and this feeling of tied hands, of being smothered by everything around.
In  my guts I think, in my head I feel...everything is twisted...not that I'm crazy about the "by the book" thing...but it's just that I've lost the balance because I don't feel my age and certainly don't act accordingly.
Basically I'm like a perfectly good  aging car...better than some new ones, but just considered by the year of registration..damn!